I have decided to move all my daily thoughts back to 

http://iynix-novel.blogspot.com
 

cause dunno why ppl are spamming this journal...

as for stories and others i will continue to update here...

thxs!
 

ok... i m supposed to post tis ages ago... but was realli busy...

so  posting now n frm now on i m gg to make a habit of updating at least biweekly :)

2010 was a year that was realli... bad? or full of troubles a better description?

for the first time in my life i had experienced such stress n cried so much... seriously i doubt i even cry so much in my whole life...

the few weeks or months that went with not a single day went tears or nightmares... even now i could not know how i survive then...

but i was realli glad i survive :)

now it was a whole different experience n for that i am realli glad cause i do not want to give up on my passion to be a teacher...

maybe later i will write a short story? yup it's been ages since i wrote one...

anyway it's now 2011 n frm wad i read my luck for the rabbit yr is emm... not veri gd... 

but then again trying to b careful n stay focused might be the best key...
 
ok a recap of my resolutns... n see how i had done for the past year...

2010 resolutions

1 save more $

i m on half year no pay leave n deduction of a lot of thgs so i dun tink i saved ani $ so sad... n spent a lot as well...

2 treasure my family n friends... less scolding more actions?

umm... i did treasure them esp in times of nids.... realli thanked all my friends esp the nie friends i had made they were simply wonderful as well as my family who realli cared n supported me thruout...n also the nie lecturers :) they will veri supportive n emailed mi even now...

3 dun procrastinate thgs! stick 2 plans

ok... i nvr did stick to plans n had been procratinating... haiz

4 do well for my practium n all my exams n all the challenges i will face...

well repeat practicum, an evaluation w the psychiatrist  n few months of counselling is wad i  had to say but i reali loved my sch now n the 2nd pract was actually fun in a way :) yup because i hav the best cts :p

5 complete my stories... or at least an update...
ok... i DID NOT do this at all.... haiz... but w everything tat happened...

for the year 2011...

1. i want to save $

2. do my best n be the best in my work (sch motto i noe :p)

3. treaure my family n friends

4.  dun procrastinate thgs! stick 2 plans

5 complete my stories... or at least an update...

ok.. tat's all...

it had been a dream of mine
to soar to greater heights
 
yet the higher u fly the greater the fall
but it wont do if u dun try...

so wad if u cry?
as long as u try
u live w no regrets...

after all as physics rule state the longer ur fall... 
the chances of someone catching u is higher...
so try harder... n flyer higher!!!.

haha i saw someone commented on facebk... tink is kelly?
aniway... it says 2010 sounds like the future... lol

so here's my short recap of 2009 b4 it ends...

firstly a lot of thgs happened in 2009... muz be the most impt year of my life so far :)

first half is my last sem in nus... time flies rite?
now it seems so far away... my last sem...
i got a module of on history of china frm 1940s onwards... veri heavy but interesting...our grp projects re interesting at least... heehee... 
another ch module of modern lit that is equally heavy but luv it though the grp project is filled w obstacles haha the presentation that i have the most prob so far.....
a veri interesting history module... abt culture of spore even went to singaore museum... had fun there w kelly n si jia...
sad to say...
i got a realli difficult module chi grammar... haiz... i actually retake tis at nie as well... but then still hate it too technical 4 mi...
my last module is a boring it module... haiz... i attend every tut n i got a c? others got even better than mi? so werid but in the end i did ok...
got to know quite a few ppl .. like huiyun, huimin,hongwei n so on... since we had grp projects n a few modules together...
seriously... did i take these 5 modules or other modules? i a bit cannot rmb le...

but i do rmb studying w xinying @ amk or bishan every sat... ok... maybe oni most saturdays?... so muz thank her...
xinying thxs for studying w mi! hey we studying 2gether 2010 too? 

n after exams... one of the most impt events in my life....

My first trip overseas...

went to korea! my first trip overseas... hope that my nxt trip will be 2 go overseas w my family... muz save enouf $...
went w sijia... had fun... make new friends like beiting, 2 little girls adeline n alison... though din keep in contact w the 2 little girls le...

and after that another impt event...  my commencement!
yup i graduated!


by then i alr started @ nie... content upgrading... almost forgot to buy thgs like black long pants for teh ceremony... n shoes...
rushed frm sch back home then to nus for the ceremony... haha i was practising fan ti zi while waiting... ppl muz tink i m crazy... commencement still busy studying... :p n the nxt day in sch i was so so tired...

yes another impt thg that happens is that i m now a trainee teacher... now in pgde primary chinese...
love it! though i tink nxt yr will be a challenge w practium n by tis time nxt yr i will be a pri sch teacher :)
trepidation yet mixed w anticipation...
my first job: a chinese pri sch teacher :)

n nie is another impt event in my life...
ppl tehre are friendly n i made some realli great friends...
at 1st everi1 was a bit shy... dun dare to speak up n so on... but now... oh yeah i forgt to reply mary's sms... muz remind myself... my edu psy 2 havent started to do yet... muz finished it le... yup now we are much closer than when we first met... after all... i tink we are almost teh oni ppl who sms each other at 3 am or 4 am.. to ask abt hmwk.... haha...

ok... for tis yr... i oni watch a movie... 2012... with huiyin n mary... tink got veri little time for leisure now... haiz...

n for clothes... bought quite a number... esp formal clothing since i nid to wear them a lot later on...n a lot a lot of shoes :p

n for my diy stuff... i spent too much $ on it tis year... more than a hundred dollars i tink... but due to the fact that i spent a little every time... i din realized that till i juz tried to recall all the thgs i bought..

oh yeah got a new laptop tis yr... though seemed like long ago... got another laptop i m using rite now frm nie.. 

n most importantly I CHANGED MY BLOG TIS YR! yup... frm http://iynix-novel.blogspot.com to now http://iynix-novel.blogspot.com! 
 
okie..now... resolns...
 

my 2009 resolutions

1. still study hard!
ok... i tink i did did that... esp @ nie... but can be better ba i tink...

2. be more patient n less arguing w family
i tink a bit worse instead... kept scolding my sis esp my 2nd sis :p... but trying~

3. treasure all my friends n to choose friends carefully
i tink din realli did it... since i barely kept in touch w anione... muz improve!

4. update n complete my stories..
tis is the worst... i din update ani stories @ fan fiction.net...
oni put up one i tink...
but i managed to complete an arc of the hoshi story... for xinying n wenya's bday...

5. do not do thgs last min... muz be consistent...
ok... did it too many times too...